Hey everyone, not sure how many people are gonna read or even see this, but for the 5% of the people who still do care, I'm still gonna post this:
I'm thinking about taking a hiatus from Thanksgiving to New Years' Day. The reason being is once again mental health issues, but also I still wish to work more on myself. I know I'd said it before so many times to the point where I sound like a broken record and at this point, I basically have a social media influnecer's personality, but I feel like this year wasn't the best for me. Haven't been always happy, been dealing with unhealthy habits, and I need to get it together before 2024 comes soon.
Futhermore, I'd been relapsing and that I'd broken one, too many promises, and also, I'd been dragging my friends into my personal drama that involved my RL issues and past grudges. Not only was that immature of me, but also rude, unhealthy, unnecessary, and yes, unacceptable for me to. Just because I'm in therapy doesn't mean I'm getting better. That's still a mountain I need to climb.
I will be back around January 2nd if possible. I'm sorry that this year wasn't the best for me and that I haven't been happy.
I hope you all have a Happy Thanksgiving, Holidays, and a New Year; and I hope to have a Happy 26th Birthday this upcoming Saturday. <3
See you in one month and a half!